Kristen (i_luv_stanislav) wrote,
Kristen
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• When I have my own place I want all of my dinnerware to be clear. Especially all mugs and bowls. Whenever I make tea I just really like to sea the milk combine with the tea itself, or the tea brewing.
• I forever feel that fig tree quote from The Bell Jar weighing donw upon me.
• I've been thinking a lot about my siblings lately and it's just really frustrating, because I know I'll never be able to find Stephan unless he decides to search me out. Yet, in the case of DJ, I have her mother-in-laws phone number sitting right in my desk drawer but can never work up the courage to call. I know that my mother can't say or do anything now that I'm no longer a minor, but I still just don't want to have to deal with her? I'm no longer angry or upset with her to the extent that I used to be, but I know that all she does is hurt others - even if it's unintentionally - and I don't want that in my life again.
• I don't really want to be home for a month for winter break, but I can't wait to get away from Alex and her immature ways.
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